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Tue, 19 Jul 2005 04:30:44 GMT

too much to say about it.
so much to love about it.
i had myself some fucking fun.

Block Island.

My fun isnt going to end.
im performing some experiments.
they are going to be fucking fun.

my life.

knowledge & understanding.

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 02:06:44 GMT

There are alot of things hat i need to learn about my self and others. my actions, my thoughts, my thought-process, etc. All that bubbles within you. i need to get some shit straight. i had a recent experience which was absolutely the most amazing thing that i could have allowed my body to experience. dont worry , all mental. anyway im going on vacation tomm with some cool people. we are going to party and bullshit and its going to be great. I want to start reading up on Feng-Shui. If you dont know what that is, ill tell you later. i need to make this thing somewhat nice.i dont like the colors.

lemon-aid stand.

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 05:49:45 GMT

so cute. two little boys came up to my door step with a treasure box, opened it and stared at me with huge green eyes, pop bellies, and adorable chubby cheeks. anyway

"we are having a lemonaid stand."
"reallyyy, across the street?" [ i wave to the mother ]
"yeah its only a quarter."
"thankkyouu!"

so i gave them a dollar.
anyway a little girl came back with a small cup of pink lemonaid
it was actually pretty good. anyway another campout the other night, in which turtle man exposed himself. lastnight i passed out at cassidys.

campout/nightout

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 07:11:55 GMT

last night we [cassidy,manzo, & i] camped out in cristinas backyard. we were technically inside her living room due to the construction. we were to lazy to sleep on the grass, so we slept in the middle of wood bases & shat. did our thang, and then had ourself a ball inside her tent. chilled w/ mikey coesintino for a little, which it continued to be a typical night. my eyes felt like redkool-aid was being poured over my eyeballs, and cristina turned into spider man. [ if you say foot really fast you make the spider man web noise when he does it with his hand]. anyway ate, rested. and then cassidy had a shitfit and wanted us to go inside. she was scared, then manzo got scared, and then cristina did, while my ass was too lazy to get up. we slept till 1 in her basement. tonight me & my superb neighbor rented a movie,L.I.E, we got some food which he payed for and chilled in his house. stayed there walked home in the rain and noticed that the sky looked green.

i stole this from ms. maryann r

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 07:02:34 GMT

The Redundant Basics

I. What does the name say on your birth certificate? erika justine pacheco.
II. What is the name that all your friends call you by?
erika, ekababy , ek, erik.
III. What day of the year do you blow out the candles? june13
IV. Which country authorized your passport? i dont think i have one.
V. What are you Zodiac and Chinese signs? gemini & i assume snake
VI. In terms of politics, do you sit on the right or the left? ??..i dont care
VII. Look in the mirror. The color of your hair is what? brown
VIII. Look in the mirror one more time, what color are your eyes? brown
IX. Hop on the weighing scales! How far did the number jump past 0? too far of my liking.
X. Stand up straight! How high up is the top of your head from the ground? 5'8

Home Sweet Home

I. Who are all those other people living in your house? ma,pa,sister.
II. Do you get along with mom or dad better? daddy.
III. What do your parents friends call them? ...iris & louis.
IV. Any siblings living outside the house? yes, two.
V. What's the name of the place you live in currently? smithtown.
VI. You love it there, dont you? wouldn't know anything better.
VII. If you could live absolutely anywhere on the Earth, what location would you choose? it wouldn't be just one place, i plan on traveling.
VIII. Out of all those blood related, immediate or other, which single person would you list as your favorite? my sisters
IX. Who is one you wish you didnt share blood with? none.i appreciate their presence.
X. Overall, you like moms side of the family more, or dads? ma's

Knowledge Is Power

I. First things first, private or public school? public
II. What's its name? mascot? colors? Smithtown, Bull, red&blue
III. What is/are the class(es) you can't wait to get to? photo, english, & ceramics
IV. How about the class you consider bedtime? any class w/ a bad teacher.
V. The name(s) of your favorite teachers: Mr. Lynch, Ms. Nielson.
VI. The name(s) of the teacher that puts your to sleep: fuck ms. castillo
VII. Are you an English/Art, or a Math/Science person? english/art
VIII. What sports do/have you played: fieldhockey,track,lacrosse. before i got lazy. now just FH
IX. When the teacher checks the homework, do you usually get a "0" or a "100"? 1/2 credit..not done completely.
X. If you could change one thing about your school, what would it be? no assholes. but they are everywhere so what are you gunna do.

Confidentiality & Beliefs

I. What's your worst fear? Have you ever experience this fear? dying with out living my life the way i want too, loosing a parent. NO.
II. Have you ever acted troubled, just to get attention? pointless
III. Do you believe in God? Jesus? Satan? Heaven? Purgatory? 3yes, 1 no.
IV. Do you have a secret that you'll take to the grave with you? yes, and im ashamed/embaressed.
V. Have you ever told somebody you loved them, when secretly you didnt at all? everyone abuses the word 'love'.
VI. (Friends, Religion, Politics, Family, Education, & Relationships) Organize the previous six in order of your personal preference in life: fam,friends,education,religion,politics.
VII. If you could change one thing about your physical looks, what would it be? nicer hands & feet.
VIII. If you could change one thing about your personality, what would it be? my thought process.
IX. Have you ever cried in front of someone, and felt ashamed of it? i try not to cry infront of people.
X. Have you ever done drugs? Are you on drugs? Do you plan to take drugs? yes,no,.no.

The Hills Are Alive With The Sound of Music

I. If you had to pick, what's your favorite song of the moment? my entire acoustic cd.
II. Do you get most of your music from the internet, or from the store? internetA!
III. Even though you can download music, do you still buy cds just because of the cd-case, CD itself, booklet, or just general authenticity? i buy cds in case of an emergency, my computer is WACK.
IV. What lone genre of music do you prefer above all? leave me be.
V. What genre of music would you never be caught dead with? country.
VI. What band/artist has impacted your life the most? many
VII. What band/artist makes you cringe? commercial rap.
VIII. How many music files do you have on your computer? alot.
IX. How many are legal? ..?
X. What instruments can you play? my voice is its own instrument.

The Small & Silver Screens

I. What's your favorite movie? i dont have just one.
II. Generally, what genre of movies do you jump at the oppurtunity to see?
(Action, Adventure, Comedy, Horror, Drama, Romance, Science Fiction): drama,comedy,horror.
III. Who is the actress/actor you most admire? ..angelina jolie intrigues me.
IV. Do you cry during/after certain movies? If yes, what was the last movie you remember crying at? i cry to a lot of stupid ones, i think i cried today over some commercial.
V. What time of day do you prefer to see movies at (morning/noon/night): night
VI. What is the tv show you never miss? pokemon
VII. What is it you like about it so much? ...
VIII. Whats the one tv show you can't stand? cha-nez cartoons.
IX. Do you think you spend more time watching the television or using the computer? equally balanced
X. Do you personally think that you spend too much time watching tv? yes

Bon Appetite

I. Whats your favorite meal? christmas & thanksgiving dinner.
II. How about your favorite desert? apple crisp,cannolees.[cantspell]
III. When only a kid, did you eat your vegetables? i was pursauded into eating peas thinking that i would grow boobs from them - momma p.. it worked.
IV. Do you still eat vegetables? heckyes.
V. Are you a poor, average, or excellent cook? excellent.
VI. What type of food do you prefer? im open minded.
VII. Salt or pepper? pepper
VIII. ketchup or mustard? ketchup
IX. Do you prefer going out to breakfast, lunch, or dinner? lunch/dinner
X. Do you eat to live or live to eat? depends on my month.[pms]

All's Fair In Love and War

I. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? i suck at life.:D.

past couple of days

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 23:08:11 GMT

so about two days ago, i hung out w/ erin ross & shane. we did our thing, and then shane brought us back to my house. we layed across the street on my big grassy hill. we all listened to music,thanks to modern technology[ipods]for about an hour and let the sun highlight our skin. it felt good. after that erin & ross went out, and manzo came over. we got ready, and then slept at cassidys. then yesterday erin had a family bbq where there was about 25lbs of every kind of food. manzo cassidy and i all hung out there and then came back to my house when manzo left. we went to my neighbors graduation party. it was nice to hangout with people that i usually wouldnt. made some friends, got some numbers, had some drinks, and got thrown in the pool . 3x. it felt really good. sprained my ancle, for about the 5th time. today was my sisters graduation. woke up feeling a little blue, excited, and happy for her. im going to miss her when shes at college, and when i move :(. anyway i cried at graduation like an idiot. and hugged some people that i adore. we went out to eat at marias w/ the family. there was like 10 people there, and we were the loudest ones in the resturant. & now im home, and going to go out.

Road Trip to 6flags

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 01:41:50 GMT

yesterday was rather interesting. Manzo & I took a journey to plainview to her Aunt Carols house. Aunt Carol is awesome. I got a tour of their newly finished house and an introduction to the family. Sal, Manzos cousin is my fav. Me and manz sat in the kitchen and played with a popable tupperwear that was orange green or blue. i dont remember. Her aunts friend kelly came w/ her son kevin. hes a little derelic. anyway we piled into the suv. funfunfun. we stopped to by some snacks and gas and then finally started to drive. we played some mario kart on the way there and i wont 4th place by one point. damn. manz & i watched the clouds change shape and we sat in the seats backwards and talked, ate honey bbq chips and a dragonfruit vit-water, listen to music, and made fun of her cousin and his friend. [we hit traffic]so about 2 hours later the adults were hungry so we stopped at some weird kfc. we ate, they played, me and manzo talked, saw a rooster or chicken of some type, chased it, and then went back into the car. we finally got there and i yelled at manzo for us to go on everything. we didnt. but it was fun. we sang the m&m commercial the
whole time. you know " chocolate is better in colorrrr". we left bc the park was closing, and drove home. got lost, stopped at some ghetto pitstop where me and manz shared a salad, and she had a muffin. we drove home and started at the bigmoon that was lighting up the water. then watched little giants. then passed out at her house. fun day . wrote a lot . k bye

PopPop's day

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 20:12:14 GMT

today took rather slow. i slept till 1145*no one woke me up for church*. a little happy though because i hate my church. my sister went out and bought cocoa & fruity pebbles. i like fruity better because its pretty to look at. we got a card for my father. he enjoyed it. then i layed around the house like a bum and stared at my mom while she was sleeping.shes sick and i was going to ask her if she needed anything, but she was peacful so i left her. i feel guilty because i didnt go to my brothers house considering its his first year being a 'father'. my dad said it would mean a lot but i told him i didnt want my pink eye spreading to my niece, and then i got upset and started crying because i felt obligated to make people happy. he understood and went with my other sister. my brother called 15 minutes later excited to talk to me which made things worse. anyway 6flags tomorrow w/ manzo.very excited, i might shit in my pants attempting to ride kingdaka. note to self : do not get upset over everything... to all of you i hope you enjoy your fathers day.

jillianloveyoualways.

cha-nez

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 21:13:15 GMT

im eating really good chinese food.two more finals, and i can officially do whatever. i have pink eye, or at least im convinced. [symptoms=there] . whatever. i have nothing to say.

partay

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 19:05:56 GMT

party, funfunfun. thankyou very much for the people who couldnt show, you either had a- lijit reasons or b- way to lazy to put on a dress and pretend to smile, you do it everyday; one more night wouldnt have killed you. thats money down the drain. but thankyou for those who have came. and ones who didnt, im not mad party would have been fun if you were there too. :) . anyway, pool .bye.

My 3rd Birthday[timeflies]

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 06:04:04 GMT

I was in my room listening to some acoustic cd and looked over at my dresser and saw a tape with a yellowish brown label wedged up in the back behind some old poetry, magazines and art books. So i took it out and it was a tape from my 3rd birthday. I havent seen that since about 10 years ago, literally. So i put it in and starting watching it indian style on my floor. twas cute. I was so quiet and a little brat sometimes. i had fat cheeks and bug eyes. I started getting a little upset, i really dont know why. there were to many things running through my head that i dont know how to put it in words. it was kind of sad because every five minutes you heard a plane flying overhead and it was a distraction. if you look back you seem so innocent despite the mean things kids do. I think thats what got me upset was because my birthday is in 1 day, and on my 3rd birthday i was wearing a crown nd i had a beauty and the beast party. ironically im dancing with my daddy to the beauty and the beast song today/ tomorrow. time flies.

pool

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 22:49:54 GMT

i went in the pool....it was great

hot car seats

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 01:34:40 GMT

ive promised myself id start going in my pool, and havent yet. its so pretty.ive seem to have lost so much patience in people. i just get annoyed so easily. probably stress..um my mom took me again to get my dress fitted & we also got earrings.i felt pretty for about 5 minutes. im such a baby i got so tired in the store; so i sat in the middle of the store indian style & watched people shop. it was fun until i had to go out to the hot car. i hate the feeling of sitting on something really hot, & your heart jumps.

beach hair

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 23:50:41 GMT

ive been attempting to gradually perfect this, and its no use. I become rather lazy and distracted, thus me falling into my procrastination cycle, like always. procrastination = nogood. Weekend = fun, not as much as i thought it would be, but never the less .fun. um i got really excited today because i went to the beach [robert moses] , finally got away from the ugly BAY, and went to a somewhat nicer beach. funfunfun. argued with my sisters for about 40 minutes of the ride there. What should have been a 20 minute ride, became a 2 hour ride because of the 'sunday traffic'. anyway i finally got beach hair which was fun. sand, particles of sea-weed, salt_beach hair. 1 week left of school. Lets say 7 days because dayS sounds shorter than weekS. Enjoy the weather.